Even If I Fall
Book • 2018
by Abigail Johnson
Don't miss this deeply emotional, romantic and layered novel from Abigail Johnson, whose stories have been described as 'smart', 'heartfelt', 'genuine' and 'complex'.
A year ago, Brooke Covington lost everything when her beloved older brother, Jason, confessed to the murder of his best friend, Calvin. Brooke and her family became social pariahs, broken and unable to console one another. Brooke's only solace remains the ice-skating rink, where she works but no longer lets herself dream about a future skating professionally.
When Brooke encounters Calvin's younger brother, Heath, on the side of the road and offers him a ride, everything changes. She needs someone to talk to...and so does Heath. No one else understands what it's like. Her brother, alive but gone; his brother, dead but everywhere.
Soon, they're meeting in secret, despite knowing that both families would be horrified if they found out. In the place of his anger and her guilt, something frighteningly tender begins to develop, drawing them ever closer together.
But when a new secret comes out about the murder, Brooke has to choose whose pain she's willing to live with - her family's or Heath's. Because she can't heal one without hurting the other.
Even If I Fall
Book • 2018
by Abigail Johnson
Don't miss this deeply emotional, romantic and layered novel from Abigail Johnson, whose stories have been described as 'smart', 'heartfelt', 'genuine' and 'complex'.
A year ago, Brooke Covington lost everything when her beloved older brother, Jason, confessed to the murder of his best friend, Calvin. Brooke and her family became social pariahs, broken and unable to console one another. Brooke's only solace remains the ice-skating rink, where she works but no longer lets herself dream about a future skating professionally.
When Brooke encounters Calvin's younger brother, Heath, on the side of the road and offers him a ride, everything changes. She needs someone to talk to...and so does Heath. No one else understands what it's like. Her brother, alive but gone; his brother, dead but everywhere.
Soon, they're meeting in secret, despite knowing that both families would be horrified if they found out. In the place of his anger and her guilt, something frighteningly tender begins to develop, drawing them ever closer together.
But when a new secret comes out about the murder, Brooke has to choose whose pain she's willing to live with - her family's or Heath's. Because she can't heal one without hurting the other.
Suggested Age
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This story delves into mature themes of grief, guilt, and complex romantic relationships stemming from a violent crime. The emotional depth and nuanced ethical dilemmas presented are best suited for older teens and adults.
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Sex & Nudity
The story focuses on developing romantic feelings between the main characters, suggesting mild romantic tension and potentially passionate kissing. There are no explicit descriptions of sexual situations or nudity.
Violence & Gore
The central plot involves a murder confession, and while the graphic details of the crime aren't emphasized, there is discussion of violence and its impact. The story deals with the aftermath of a death and the emotional fallout from a violent act.
Profanity
The review suggests a level of emotional intensity that may lead to some mild profanity being used. Based on the themes, occasional mild swear words like 'd*mn' or 'sh*t' might be present.
Alcohol, Drugs & Smoking
While not a central theme, social drinking or casual references to substances might be present in the background as part of everyday life, but are unlikely to be significant plot points.
Frightening Scenes
The movie deals with heavy emotional themes like guilt, grief, and the fallout from a murder, which can create significant psychological tension and disturbing situations for the characters. The conflict between loyalty and truth can lead to intense emotional moments.
Key Insights
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This is a story about Brooke, whose life is turned upside down when her brother is accused of a terrible crime. She meets Heath, the brother of the victim, and they find comfort in each other, even though their connection might upset their families.
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What Parents Need to Know
The novel deals with themes of murder, guilt, social ostracization, and a forbidden romance between characters whose families are directly impacted by a death. The emotional intensity is high, focusing on the aftermath of trauma.
What Kids Can Learn
Older teens can learn about navigating complex emotional situations, the ripple effects of violence, and the challenges of making difficult moral choices.
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Why Parents Might Like It
Adults may appreciate the nuanced exploration of human emotion, the sophisticated character development, and the thought-provoking examination of family dynamics under extreme stress.
Positives & Learning
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Positive Messages
The narrative highlights the importance of empathy and understanding for those experiencing loss, even when perceived as outsiders. It explores the challenging process of confronting guilt and finding ways to heal.
Positive Role Models
Brooke exhibits resilience and a capacity for deep emotional connection despite her difficult circumstances. Heath demonstrates a struggle for emotional honesty and a desire to move beyond anger.
Diverse Representations
No specific diversity elements are indicated in the available information.
Educational Value
The story offers insights into the complex emotional impact of crime on families and individuals, encouraging consideration of different perspectives in conflict.
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